Back to Utah

And again from trying to get out of Utah, I come back here again from Hawaii. Seems like the more I don't like Utah, the more I have to learn to love it here. Well, I guess I will probably have to be in Utah until I get my US Citizenship.

Back here again.. starting over job hunting and being more positive it is a major thing for me to learn right now. but after all, I am learning to b happy and be more positive.. There are so many friends trying to help me out here and I am grateful for that.

Life is good after all, try not to take it for granted.

Viva Utah!! I had a good time in Hawaii though, making some new friends :)

Hawaii Decision

It's been awhile that I was writing on my blog. I have been busy before the school start. I first planned to attend Utah of Massage Therapy College here in Lindon but my plan had changed back and forth to Dallas and then changed to Sacramento California.. I had been changing plan a lot and had been trying to find a job in Sacramento before I move there for school. I got a call from Costco a couple weeks ago for the 1st interview and then last Friday for the second interview but I have to turn it down for some reason which I don't wanna talk about it that much. Then, I was thinking of going back to school here in Utah but this economy made me change my mind. I contacted a friend I know several years from my mission, I am lucky enough that I will have a job there over in Hawaii. yes, that's really answer my prayers. I will go to school over there and finish it and then I will see where my destiny will lead me.

I have to give thanks to my Heavenly Father Who never leave me alone when I am in need of help or whenever I feel down or lonely. I have been blessed to have such a wonderful family back in Thailand who have been supporting me from afar. I am grateful for my American parents George and Ellen Rands who have been a good support over here in the US. They are the givers who never ask for the return. And I have good friends who I can talk to who have such great advice and faith in the Lord. I am grateful for these people in my life. They are remarkable people I could never ask for!

This life is hard enough to be regret! we just need to learn to be happy each day to show the gratitude to the Creator who gave our bodies to live here in this beautiful world! And I am going to Hawaii!!!! I am thrilled with that. Another new state in the US that I will be in this year!!!! :)

Don't worry, Be happy!!!!

No Walk on Me; But You Shit on Me too

I have to apologize if I use some language that not nice like a lady should say! lol

This morning on the way to attend Church at BYU Provo Campus this morning seeing this sign! It inspires me for some reason which I really need it today. There are so many times in life that I had been struggling. Sometimes it was so hard to get up and keep moving on because there were so many stumbling block. I have learned a lot who are true friends and who aren't during my hard chapters in life. There are people who waiting to see me fell and that they will be happy! and there are also people who are friends and ready to support you and ready to give their hands to pull you up when you are down. I am not perfect and I am trying hard to grow like those grass. There were so many times in the past that I let them walk on me. I didn't have any strength to fight them back.

In women world, it is full of drama, even I am a drama one too.. Ones will have their drama moment in their life time. I don't believe when one says, " I am not a drama queen." I would say to that girl "BULLSHIT!!! "

Anyway, from that sign I pondered to myself what it does really mean to me. Comparing myself to the grass plus the lesson that I learned in class from church today, I have realized that it's okay for people to walk on me sometimes because I get to learn and grow and dose up the tolerance the walk on me thing. God gives us trails to make us stronger!

Some people in my life are not just walking on me when I am down they are also throwing the shit on me (gossiping, saying something which is not true behind my back) I was first feel sad about it but after church this morning, I turn those shit they threw on me to something else. I thought to myself those piles of shit will be such a great fertilizer! LITERALLY, shit is a good FERTILIZER for plants and of course it will do the same way to grass...

But here in my metaphor term, SHIT ( their gossiping ) is a good fertilizer for my soul, spirituality! It makes me stronger as a person. Realizing how hard I have been through this past 2 years; well, I didn't say that those hardship in life is completely gone, it is still here and I am doing my best to endure it like the sign said that " it is trying hard to grow..."

Maybe it will be good if everyone is trying to be nice to each other.. life would be easier to endure!

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL! We just have to endure positively and keep moving forward to our eternally goal or whatever goals we each have set in our lives!

Cherry & Robert : WeDDiNG

Couple weeks ago. I volunteered to be a 3rd photographer for my friend's sister wedding! I wish I had known before the wedding I could prepare some prop for the photo-shoot; anyway, I love the outcome, yet I still have a lot more to learn!! Enjoy the pics!! :) ~Jul~

Fondue: Cheese+Bread

Montezume Castle Visit

On the way back from the Grand Canyon. Casey and I stopped by the Montezume Castle in Arizona. If you guys want to know more about the castle you can check this web out! Montezume castle

Near by Montezume Castle, there is Montezume Well as well; sadly, we didn't get to go there as the park is closed after 5 pm. May be next time we will get to stop by the well again!!! enjoy the pics!!

nothing to do with the Montezume Castle but just funny with the name and thinking of how people call Utah county as a Happy Valley!

nothing to do with the Montezume Castle but just funny with the name and thinking of how people call Utah county as a Happy Valley! lol